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Worries and Concerns

Wow, I haven't posted in a long time. But I wanted to make a post recently so yeah.

Lately I've been wondering, what am I doing with my life. Am I doing what I really want? What do I really want? I don't even know. Did I make the right choice to go into the faculty and major I did? Should I have gave it more thought and looked into all of it first? What really concerns me most is what will happen to me after I graduate. Will I be able to find a job? Will I be unemployed? Would I have to move outside the city? The province? The country? Will I even be able to graduate? These questions fill my head constantly and I'm still looking for the answers. I guess I may find out the answers to them in the future.... or I may never find out in this lifetime. But I do hope I am making the right choices now and that I won't regret them in the future. Everything is so concerning but what can I do? All I have the power to do is to try my best and pray for the best.

I won't say I want to live life with no regrets, that's impossible, I already regret so many things. But I want to live knowing I made decisions I can live with. Having regrets is a part of life, and instead of avoiding them, I would rather face and embrace them. Because without regrets, I won't know what I can do better next time.

I think having worries is a part of life as well. We will have worries in every stage of life. Will I get into university? Will I graduate? Will I get a job? Can I keep my job? The list is endless. Perhaps instead of worrying, I should focus in doing things to reduce that worry. Worrying does nothing, but, taking action can change that worry into something else. Even if that worry turns into sadness or disappointment, at the end of the day, I can at least say I tried and move on in life.



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